Birthday Post!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! 🎂🥳 

I still feel I'm 24 even though today I'm 2️⃣5️⃣! 🥳

Birthday's will always be special to me & thinking about everything I still can't believe I'm 2️⃣5️⃣ today! 

The past year has been a challenging one in many ways

Mental & emotional challenges have been difficult to deal but I have & now I'm in a better place 😃

Health wise it's been a year of new discoveries 🙂

My biggest achievement has been graduating from university & completing my degree with amazing results! I'm still stunned but immensely proud of myself 😀

From a baby to a young women

From Pakistan to London 

From struggling in school to a University College London graduate 

25 years I've spent going from hospital to hospital. Having a number of operations. Being prescribed endless medication & going for non stop tests. I'm a survivor! 🙂

Today I'm thanking & giving a massive shout out to the wonderful, phenomenal people in my life. My amazing family for their unconditional love, support & laughs ❤

My phenomenal friends who are my rock through the good & bad, the light & dark. Thank you girls for your unbelievable support, love, laughs, jokes & memories. Most of all thank you for putting up with me! ❤

My teachers & professors who are incredible superheroes. Thank you for your constant support & advise. For your unbelievable belief in me!

A new chapter awaits me! 🥳🥳

I'm not perfect & I don't believe in perfection. I'm imperfect, I make mistakes, mess up, have many fears & insecurities. Nonetheless, there's another side to me which people are so used to; the funny, crazy, bonkers & a happy go person. Who laughs at random things, just laughs & smiles 24/7. A book nerd, a caring & loving person. Age for me is just a number & I won't change for anyone, so thank you to those who put up with me & never fail to cheer me up! Thank you for brightening up my life! ❤❤🥰🥰

Memories

Memories are precious, so they should be treasured 

If I ever get asked to write something about myself, often I don't know where to begin

My life is filled with so much, adventures, laughter, happiness, joy, sadness, rough & dark days. But I would never change that for anything 

I've been through many many challenges & obstacles physically, mentally & emotionally, a lot of which are still ongoing. The list of my needs & health conditions is extensive. I loose track of them myself & it just keeps growing 😂

I've had moments were giving up would be easier, but I kept fighting. For myself, my family & my friends 

Over the 24 years I've met incredible people from my friends who became family & whom I love unconditionally ❤❤

To the phenomenal teachers & professors at school, college & university. Each them taught me lessons I'll never forget & they shaped me into who I am with their constant advise & guidance ❤❤

Over the 24 years I've made phenomenal memories, I'm blessed to be who I am today & I won't change for anyone. Yes, I am bookish, a nerd & imperfect! I laugh endlessly at random things, I often act like a child & I may be weird, so what? I'm perfectly happy as I am! ❤

Time Flies...

Hello everyone! I'm back!! Yay, feels like forever since my last update, have to say this whole month has been a rollercoaster of everything at once. Exhausting! 

Slowly but surely I'm getting better (or at least dealing with everything a lot better) 

Lockdown hasn't been easy for me & I'm actually relieved that I go out again! Started reading, but actually I've just been extremely lazy...

Time does fly, feels like yesterday I was getting ready to celebrate my 24th birthday in lockdown...A year a later its the same story 😂 A lot has happened the past year. I'll be 25 tomorrow & from now on I'll put myself & my wellbeing first, everything else can wait ❤

Anyways, I hope to update more often 

Graduate!!! I'VE DONE IT!!

1st April 2021: Official graduate from University College London with a Bachelors of Art degree in Education Studies!!

University College London 2016- 2021

Going to university was a dream, a dream that became reality. I never imagined that I'd be a graduate from university, let alone from UCL. It's been an honour & privilege to have studied at UCL for 4 years.

Each year was challenging, but exciting. Each year I met wonderful people from my classmates to professors. I loved attending every single lecture & seminar classes.

Each year I grew as an individual. When I started I was shy & felt out of place. But that changed in my final year. I was part of an amazing community. I belonged & felt privileged to have been part of a life changing experience.

I loved every second of my degree, I thoroughly loved walking around the campus & exploring the libraries. There's so much that I loved, I can't even put it into words.

I loved meeting new classmates each year & working as a transition mentor or student rep gave me an opportunity to build my confidence. Some of those classmates are now my friends for life. I've learned a lot from my peers just as much as I learned from attending the lectures or seminars.

Meeting new professors each year was as exciting as meeting my peers. I've thoroughly loved talking to all my professors. I've learned so much from them & each them inspired me & taught me lessons I'll never forget, they believed in me & kept pushing me to aim higher. Because of their constant support & encouragement I kept progressing each year. 

Being in education since secondary school has been a ride. I've had bad moments & many many proud moments. I've faced numerous challenges each year. I've been bullied, discriminated & judged. I've even considered dropping out & yes that thought crossed my mind even at university. But I carried on...I kept going.

My sincere thank you goes out to so many people. From my family to friends & teachers!

Thank you to my parents & brothers for your constant support & love (even if some of it was discouraging 😂) ❤

Thank you to my amazing friends from secondary to university who kept me sane even when I was going mad. My friends made me laugh & kept pushing me, believing in me & reminding me constantly why i was doing this. My friends have been my rock throughout my education experience, especially the last four years! Thank you doesn't even cover it! But a massive thank you to each of them for cheering me up in their own way & making every day brighter ❤

My educational experience just wouldn't be the same without the teachers I've had the privilege of meeting since secondary school. Each of them have believed in me, supported me constantly academically & personally, pushed me beyond my capabilities & taught me lessons that I'll never forget. Each teacher inspired me. I always thought teachers & professors are superheroes.
Thank you isn't enough for them! ❤ I'm so so grateful & honoured to have known every single teacher & professor. You've all changed my life ❤

Now I'm a graduate with a second class honours degree in BA Education Studies...

Impressive right!? I'm proud, lost for words, honoured & so grateful for the amazing, phenomenal & thrilling 4 years at UCL. It's been a wild ride! ❤❤