Doctor Who Anniversary!

Happy Birthday Doctor Who! Here’s to 57 more years of adventure across Time & Space 🎂🎉❤️

My introduction to Doctor Who universe was through the spin off series 'The Sarah Jane Adventures' Starring Elisabeth Sladen as Sarah Jane Smith. I was around 12 or 13, it was phenomenal! I fell in love with Sci-Fi because of The Sarah Jane Adventure, Doctor Who & Torchwood! I loved watching Doctor Who & I still do even today. It's a great show! Part of me wishes I could be the Doctor's companion or whizz around in the TARDIS! Its been 57 years of amazing, terrifying & brilliant adventures across the galaxy, can't wait for more. I love all 13 Doctors & all the companions were phenomenal. But my favourite Doctor would be 4th Doctor (Tom baker) & companion Sarah Jane Smith (Elisabeth Sladen) 

I'm spending my day watching Doctor who videos. Anyone else?

Happy Birthday again Doctor Who! 

Reflection

End of a crazy week, honestly it has been one bizarre week. Although now I'm bored & spending my time watching random videos online. I need motivation to start on assignments again 😂

Daily Motivation 

All my life I've been bullied, judged & discriminated because of my health needs. Labeled as 'disabled,' been told I won't achieve much. I've lost count of how many times during my secondary school years or college that I wanted to quit & if I was to say that it hasn't had any longer effect than it's a lie. Because mentally I've suffered because of all the trauma I went through. It took me a while to realise that how other people me is a direct reflection of how they feel about themselves. I've learned to ignore the taunts, walked away from the bullies & kept going to prove people wrong. I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm living my life & doing everything that I love. Go ahead & judge me, I couldn't care less! 

Stop paying attention to those who constantly put you down, they're treatment is a reflection of how they see themselves ❤

Good Thoughts

This week started with appointments (again). With a messed up laptop, there's not much I can do. So I've been using my time listening to audiobooks. Have a pretty awesome selection 🙂

Daily Motivation 

I'm a positive person, always happy & smiling. More than often I have good thoughts or I try to anyway. Whenever I'm around people I let go of all the negative thoughts because I'm aware that if I have good thoughts they will shine out of my face like sunbeams & I will always look lovely! Good thoughts are easier to explain & I can smile through the day without pretending 🙂 

Always good thoughts! They will shine on your face & you'll look lovely ❤

Never Quit!

A busy week, but that's how I like!! Filled with appointments & assignments. Finished my essay & read an incredible book 😊

Daily Motivation 

Looking back there have been so many times I wanted to quit, many times I wanted to give up on everything. During those moments I couldn't see a way out or a brighter future. I've stumbled, fell flat on face, been through dark moments. Yet, I still carried on through everything. I didn't & never will quit. I stumble but I get back up & I know whatever happened yesterday no longer matter because today is another day so I'll get back on track & move closer to my dreams & goals. I know that despite everything, the good & bad, the horrible times & through my darkest days I can do it! Every time I stumble I'll get back up stronger than before! ❤

Never quit, no matter how bad it gets. You may stumble, get back up & carry on. You can do it! ❤

Past, Present & Future

Chilled Saturdays are always the best! I loved writing today & didn't realise how much I missed writing on paper since I left school. Take me back to the good times! 🙂

Daily Motivation 

I'm a reflector, always have been. Always looking back on the past, the good & bad times. Reminiscing on memories made. Never realising the impact it has on my present & possibly my future, so starting today I need to forget what's gone, leave my past where it is. Appreciate what still remains, focus on my present & live my life to the fullest! Look forward to what's coming next, I won't be afraid of my future. I'll take one step at a time & live in the now! I'm blessed, happy & grateful! ❤

You can't change your past, let it go. Live in the present & enjoy every moment! Don't worry about the future, it's not here yet ❤

Chances

Crazy last few days & yesterday ended with my macbook crashing & dying (not planning on getting it fixed again). It's time for a change....Whilst waiting for a new laptop I've been to audiobook & oddly enough falling asleep whilst listening. Hopefully that doesn't happen to me only, but to tell you the truth it has been relaxing! 

Daily Motivation 

I'm blessed to have had some wonderful opportunities, to be part of life changing experiences. Whether its personal or academic. Moving to a new country at a young age & settling into a whole new life is challenging enough, but with me those challenging kept building up. Towards the end of secondary education I was proud of everything I've achieved so far, unknown to me that it just the beginning of all the possibilities open to me! I jumped at every opportunity or experience presented to me because I knew that if I didn't then in the end I'll only regret the chances I didn't take! Every day I'm proud of all my achievements, academically & personally. I'll always jump to new opportunities or experiences! 

Grab each opportunity offered, go for that experience you want! You'll get the chances you didn't take! 

Beauty

There is nothing like friendship to make things seem bearable. I treasure my friends & their support means the world to me! 

Daily Motivation 

Perfection for me is overrated. I believe beauty is within ourselves & once you realise that, you'll feel beautiful on the outside. I have a bizarre dress sense, more than often my outfit colours don't match. I rarely wear make up. I'm seen as kid most time (even though I'm a young adult). I laugh at random times. I see myself as imperfect & I'm proud of who I am. A quirky, always smiling, happy go person who is always offering support & kindness whenever possible because for me beauty begins the moment I decided to be myself! I decided to be myself the year I started college. I realised that I don't want to hide myself from others or pretend to be someone I'm not. Since that year I've been myself. An imperfect individual who feels beautiful within herself & I hope that is shown on the outside through my kindness towards others! ❤

Beauty isn't just on the outside, but also within yourself! Find it & suddenly you'll shine on the outside. Love yourself & your imperfection! ❤

Changes

Anxiety has taken over, but I won't let it beat me. Today I did as much as I could & that is enough! 

Daily Motivation 

Change is inevitable. You can't stop it, but perhaps you can slow it down. I've faced too many changes over the years that now I've lost count. Some were big, some small. Regardless, they changed my life & from my time at college I learned that every positive change in my life begins with a clear, unequivocal decision that I'm going either do something or stop doing something. That was an eye opener during my 3rd year at college. When I decided that my health was my priority. That was when I made changes to my life such as accepting that I suffer from mental health issues like anxiety or depression. Or that asking for helping was necessary for me. There so many changes since that particular year which have been positive & needed in my life. Now as a final year undergraduate student at university I'm content & in a better place, but I still continue to face changes & I keep thinking back to those moments! ❤

Life is full of changes, you have to ensure that every positive change means you stop doing something or start ❤

Don't Underestimate Me

Monday have always been hectic for me. Although today could've been better without my anxiety taking over....I'll take a deep breathe & relax. 

Daily Motivation 

Often I seem oblivious, unaware & lost most of the time. That doesn't mean I'm completely ignorant. No, never. I may be slow when it comes to processing information or keeping up with the latest news or trends but don't underestimate me! I know more than I say, think more than I speak & notice more than you realise! 

You can be in background, that's fine. Don't let others underestimate you!