HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

GOODBYE 2018, HELLO 2019!

Last post of 2018, I know that I haven't posted anything over the last few months...Hectic times 

My reflection on 2018...

Whaaat! 2018 is over today as another year starts, it's crazy because it feels like only yesterday that it was 1st January 2018... 😮

The madness of 2017 continued this year...Beginning of the year for at least a few months it was calm, I recovered & had a fantastic few months at university & I was looking forward to a relaxing summer, that changed on the last day of April.

April 30th 2018 I was admitted back at hospital after having abdominal pain & the diagnoses still baffles me...I mean, throughout the two weeks they couldn't what the problem(s) was. Crazy. After spending two weeks there, I got back to completing my second year.

May 31st I completed my second year at university, honestly I was nervous and upset because I missed a lot this year & missed out on an important exam, oh well...

The rest of the year after that has been a fast one, it feels like everything is going by too fast. I started back at university repeating my second year in October & it hasn't been easy since then

November 2018 brought another change for me, a part time job as a nursery assistant working with pre-schoolers & toddlers...Which is suprising a brilliant role & I definitely enjoy it

All in all, 2018 has been another year filled with a lot of madness, from hospital admissions, repeating a year to finding a job. Aside from all that I made a lot memories, which I will cherish forever ❤️

Throughout it all I had my family & friends by my side & without them I don't think I would've gotten through it. Most of the times this year have been tough & scary but with the continous support from the people that I love, I feel less scared & more determined to carry on fighting ❤️❤️

2019 is a new year, let's make this one a good one & tomorrow is the first blank page of 365 book. Write a good one!

Happy New Year Everyone! Have a peaceful & happy year filled with love & new possibilities all around you!! ❤️😊

Book review - Still Alice by Lisa Genova

Still Alice By Lisa Genova

Summary

Alice Howland is proud of the life she worked so hard to build. at 50 years old she's a coginitive pyschology professor at Harvard & a world-renowned expert in linguistics with a sucessful husband & three grown children. When she becomes increasing disoriented & forgetful, a tragic diagnosis changes her life & her relationship with her family & the world, forever...

Review 

Having read the book & seen the film many times now, I can unshamefully say that every time I cry. I think that dementia, any form should be explored & what the author did is wonerful. Lisa's writing is captivating & powerful. It is full of raw emotions & beautifully written, every word I read I felt it. 

As a massive book reader I read numerous books, but nothing like this. This book was emotional, heartbreaking & a phenomenal read. This book should be read by everyone... Highly recommended! 

Back !

Hey readers 😊

Sorry for my absence, been super busy 

Anyways, I'm back & will be posting regularly

Over the last few weeks I've busy & inspired, so here are the few topics I will certainly be blogging about:

- Education

- My interests ( I have a lot of interests!!) 

- Book reviews ( one or two) 

And a lot of other things (still deciding) 

What should I publish next?

Hey readers!

Thank you for reading my last two entries!

Please leave comments for new ideas/improvements 😊

Ideas on what you would like to see next????

Leave a comment below & I'll see what I can do

Thanks for reading! 😀😀

Rabia 

Experiences

‘Experience.’ One small word, but can have a massive impact on people

For me, this word has more than one definition, my life has been filled with so many experiences that  I could write a book about them (not going to anytime soon!)😉

Every experience I’ve had has changed me, made me stronger and gave me a purpose. I would be lying if I said that everything I’ve faced has been postive, good or happy be cause that’s far from the truth. However, regardless of how good or bad a experience is, it always teaches you lesson and taking that away is what shapes you

My common experiences are in hospitals and everytime I get admitted it’s always different than last time. I mean you'd think that after all those years I’d be used to it, but no it’s always a different experience and I think that in way is great because you are not expecting the same routine and every hospital has various ways of treating patients. Not all my hospital experiences have been good and honestly I still have nightmares about a few, but I don’t think I’d be the person I am today if it wasn’t for everything that I’ve faced.

Sometimes you have to face your fear in order to overcome them

In general experiences could be good and bad, you can learn something or you can overcome your fears which will make you stronger 

Who am I

Who Am I...

I'm just a young women who is a dreamer and a believer
Someone who wants to achieve her goals and will do everything to do so
Someone who has faced many struggles in her life 
Someone who know's what it's like to be different 
I'm a young women who has survived a lot 
I'm a young women who has complex lifelong medical conditions 
I'm a young women who has special educational needs 
I'm a young women trying to get through life 
I'm just someone who wants to share her story and experiences 

This blog will be personal, I will be creating other blogs in the future. However I want to start off with sharing my story/experience 

I hope this blog helps people & my aim is to inspire others who feel like they want to give up because of whatever reason