Happy New Year!! Welcome 2021!

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 

Where has 2020 Gone...?

I thought 2019 was challenging! This year has been a rollercoaster...

With agonising toothache for the first few months, it was unbearable & made it extremely difficult to get through my final term at university. And of course the never-ending hospital appointments...Thankfully I managed to avoid a few this year (phew)

March 2020: I had completed my learning at university

May 2020: completed CBT therapy

This year I was supposed to graduate, but ended up deferring my studies again...Guess, everything happens for a reason. I will however graduate beginning of 2021!

Not sure what the highlight for this year would be, as it was mostly spent in lockdown, which has been extremely challenging emotionally & mentally. But one the main highlight for me is coping with my mental health

This year was mentally & emotionally challenging in more than one way & on occasions physically. Looking back on 2020, I don't think I could've gotten through each day without the incredible support from my phenomenal friends, amazing family & incredible teachers. Thank you doesn't seem enough!

2021 is a brand new year, let's make it a year of changes & kindness! Happy New Year!! 💗💗

Beauty

There is nothing like friendship to make things seem bearable. I treasure my friends & their support means the world to me! 

Daily Motivation 

Perfection for me is overrated. I believe beauty is within ourselves & once you realise that, you'll feel beautiful on the outside. I have a bizarre dress sense, more than often my outfit colours don't match. I rarely wear make up. I'm seen as kid most time (even though I'm a young adult). I laugh at random times. I see myself as imperfect & I'm proud of who I am. A quirky, always smiling, happy go person who is always offering support & kindness whenever possible because for me beauty begins the moment I decided to be myself! I decided to be myself the year I started college. I realised that I don't want to hide myself from others or pretend to be someone I'm not. Since that year I've been myself. An imperfect individual who feels beautiful within herself & I hope that is shown on the outside through my kindness towards others! ❤

Beauty isn't just on the outside, but also within yourself! Find it & suddenly you'll shine on the outside. Love yourself & your imperfection! ❤

Never forget...

Interview day...

Looking for jobs is a headache, I've been trying since beginning of this year. Today I had another interview. I've never liked video calling, so doing a video was uncomfortable for as I felt self-conscious. Fortunately it went well 😀😀

Daily Motivation

I have met so many people over the years. Those who I'm still friends with today, those who used me & those who bullied me. Each person I met over the years taught me a lesson. My experience with each individual made me stronger & able to stand up for myself in the end. 

Despite everyone I've met I'll never forget the 3 types of people in my life; those who helped me in my difficult times are my best friends who have been by my side through thick & thin, been my rock. My friends are not the only ones who helped me, I also had incredible support from teachers past & present. Every teacher I met believed in me, supported me & guided me through my difficult times. I also met those who left me in my difficult times, abandoned me when I needed them the most. In those times I lost trust in people around me. It has taken me a while to regain trust in others, yet I'm still wary. Not forgetting those who put me in those difficult times. The bullies, the ones who called me names & discriminated me. I may still have the scars they left, but they taught me how to stand up for myself & to never to let them win! I have & continue to meet all kinds of people. Nevertheless I am respectful & kind to everyone I interact with. No matter what they think of me. I'll always be respectful & show kindness ❤ 

You will meet countless people in your life. Some will be friendly, some will use you & others may bully you. You should always be wary of those you meet. But never fail to be kind & respectful! ❤